15 Dec 2006 - 14 Dec 2008

After reading Serene's Blog, I'hv decided to create a blog for myself to record down every bit of things happened around me. My family,my friends,my life. Today is 14th Dec 2006. To many people,it will be a very normal day as schedule goes through as per normal but for me,the feeling of going in army is un-describe-able. The feeling is a mixture of Happy,Sad,Laughter And Tears. You will certainly feel the weight of your heart. No one knew that im going to NS on the 15th Dec 2006 except for my relatives,shawn,eden and nick.Guess you will be asking why. And you will find the answer after 2years from today.
Frankly speaking,Im scare. Weight of my heart is getting much more heavier then i expect. Describing how i feel now is difficult so only way to express my true feeling is to keep on typing without deleting.

Now im lying on my bed with my brain filled with my TiNo_,my gadget,my laptop,my friends,my handphone,my mummy everything everything. Perhaps this is really growing stages. Looking back at around 1 year ago,i remembered very clearly i have nothing. Im just a 'begger' who only knows how to daydream,watch tv and slack. Remember very clearly, 1 year ago,i was lying on my bed at the living room,watch tv hoping that i would have the money to buy a laptop then i could surf the net,chat on msn anywhere,anytime at home,i believe at that point of time i was talking on the phone with Serene. At year 2005, My everyday routine is to wait for my dad to come back home at around 6am - 7am then i would $10 from a desk which he usually place his money there and continue watching tv till around 10am - 11am. During that time my mum will be awake and im will go to my room to sleep. My house is very very quiet at that period. Dad came back from work and sleep,when my mum wake up,i will go and sleep.I spent half of a day in dreamland. I wake up at around 8pm - 9pm to have my dinner and after that i will go back to my room,listening to radio,chatting with serene on the phone while waiting my mum to go to bed. Clearly remember that i was not in a good term with my mum, both of us had a very bad quarrel at the start of 2005, so everytime i would peep at the living room to make sure that i can watch the television if my mum went to sleep. My mum will sleep at around 12am - 12.30am, after that i will carry my mattress all the way to the living room,staring at the tv,chatting on the phone with serene all the way till my mum wakes up which is around 10am - 11am. And this last about 3months constantly without fail. And i manage to save around $300 - $500 doing this.

At the mid of Nov 2005 i actually found a job working as a sale assistant in Besta Ptd Ltd. Me and XiaoXiong (At that time,we still give ourselves a english name yet) work together in a children fair together in our very 1st day of work. As both of us work on and on,im actually picking up skills from many people. At Dec 2005,expo actually had this Sitex show which all the electronic stuff like Sony,Panasonic,Sharp will exhibit and sell in the fair. Me And XiaoXiong were ask to participate in the show. Both of us were walking around the show and we met this lady call Mei. We knew her from exhibition at one of a hotel near Dhoby Guat. To me,this very lady changed my life. After knowing Mei,i actually thrive myself to be a workaholic. After that show,both of us decided to give our a english name and from there, XiaoXiong has become Eden And i have become Dex.At the end of 2005,i actually bought a digital camera. I doesnt have a computer at home,so i have to go Eden's house to upload the photo store in the camera which is very troublesome. So i gave myself a target. I must get a laptop asap before march 2006. During Feb,i joined iKnow Ptd Ltd and i bought myself a iBook laptop and im very very happy. Humans get to become greedy after they achieve something. I get myself a K750i and an iSqueeze for my mum during march. One thing i want to emphasis is that during the period from September 2005 - March 2006, my living room has only got 1 wooden chair and a 14inch television and this is wat my mum sat on and watched everyday. my mum was very happy when i bought her the iSqueeze and that was the 1st time i saw her smiling to me which gave me a very strong encouragement. At April, I bought a sofa set for my mum and a seiko watch for myself. And from there,relatonship are getting smoother,nicer and better for me and my mum. Things dont goes so smoothly for everyone. At May,i did not buy anything as my sales were very very poor, just enough to survive the rest of month. During June, there's a PC show exhibition at Suntec. I participated in the show and i bought myself a PSP. Reason why i bought a PSP. I seriously have no interests in gaming console but maybe i just want to show that im better. During the period of July, i was transfered to tampines push cart to work. At that month, i've upgraded my phone to w900i.I gave my mum the k750i which i previously used. Thought of buying D&G v3i for her but business are bad at that month. August are mono during that time, nothing happened,spent most of my money enjoying food,ktv etc. Bought a LV wallet for myself during September and save rest of it for my chalet at Oct.After working for 10 - 11mths i decided to quit to stop myself from being a workaholic and spend half a month during oct to enjoy.Organized a chalet on the 12 Oct 2006 - 14 Oct 2006 to celebrate mine and serene's birthday. Spent most of my money on birthday present. Bought eSprit watch for Jane,Aldo shoes for Serene,Gucci Hp Strap for Eden etc. After chalet i started working for Panasonic on 19th Oct 2006 all the way to 30th Nov 2006. My enlistment falls on the 15th Dec 2006. I have been enjoying all the way from 1st Dec to Today 14th Dec 2006. Thanks to Serene,Jane,Jackie,Julie,Eden.

After 2 weeks from today, it will be a brand new year 2007. Really hope that many things will goes smoothing for me,my family,my friends.Guys i really miss all of you. Serene,Jane,Julie,Jackie,Eden All Of You Are The Best Ever! Last but not least i really hope today i will have time to see my TiNo_ before i serve NS. I really miss him.

A Year Has Just Go,A Brand New Year Will Be Coming